Overspending habit!!!!

I just realize that over a period of 12 months, I had made a lots of spending overly and which I am furious about now!!!! I am thinking of cutting out this erratic or pathetic habit but to no avail. So I need a therapy i guess!!!! and what better to cut this out - is to stay home and sleep tight. But, I guess I will be bored and making myself pity over and over

But really spending either for shopping or dining really makes me happy. You feel light and bubbly shopping and spending here and there. I really do not know if this is innate in me or what but what makes me feel happy at the end of the day---that is what i always follow!!!!!

I dunno but I think we are quite a lot in this planet E! having this spending maniac-----ohoh OMG if my sister will find this out----FCUK! i am going to buy this french connection brand!!!!! hahahahah poor bruha!!!!!watttaever!!! Guva an show as in!!

Travelling - a one time life fulfillment(an essay/oration/short story-compiled/condensed in one)

2008 has really been good to me - switching a new well-paid job and voila! - I did what has been my passion in my life - to travel around the globe!!!hmmmmmm feeling jet setter char.ae.com!! galore :-). For this year, I can brag here that I travel to four different countries(pang apat ang Srilanka soon) and there various beautiful places!!!

Well! well! Traveling- taught me more to be unbiased to other nationalities, worthy for myself and appreciating vis a vis learning other cultures, their arts, architectures and heritage. Plus, its really fun and jovial if you are with your close friend or relatives!!!laughing out loud and reminiscing memories!!!o diva gnda!!!!!

For me, I purposely travel this year to visit some of my long lost cousins/classmates cum best friends from my hometown. They are all been scattered/located/worked all over the world so what better way to meet them in flesh is to have bond with them by staying and living with them for free (hahahah comment comment:0-) thus u need air ticket to see them.

June early of this year, I plan to go to maldives to visit my ever katsukaran cousin cum friend kgndahan but sad to note it was cancelled due to untimely death of his ever loving father. So I opted to fly to Malaysia to celebrate my ever golden year in this planet earth! I am and was really
excited seeing Mader Josh and my inaanak smartttyy cuttty EJ !!!!!




Malaysia is really a country you and me or whoever you are!! need to visit-a country from rags to riches. They have alot to offer from biological to social and sexual needss and i love the shopping there!!!!all skyrocket cheap compare to UAE as innnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ever!!!(comment: mas cheap daw and thailand!!!sabi gnda!!)

Hahahaha anyways, When gnda called and bugged me about Maldives - thats the time i made up my indecisive mind going to Male... Maldives---a tiny, whity island where rich beachlovers all over the world esp. Euro's (marami sila kaya yan na lng ang term k0) always come to stay/enjoy/visit and splurge their millions. Of course, its a 100 percent total paradise, total serenity experience - wherelse you can stay in a deserted/sugary island where you free to sleep/sex anytime of chors with your hubby/fiancee/escort/partner/bf.
REally...I am loving it ----my maldivian/bohemian trip.




MY ever kgndahan cousin Jajajaja is the one who always update me of going anywhere in a discounted and really cheap plus luxurious travel----ganun!!!luxy ba?then we heed toIndia with her.... India---a very incredible country. Karnataka State in short Capital Bangalore------is one of our main destinations. First, we are very petrified (please read in indian accent), shocked in awe that the City is very congested ever with lots and lots of Indian pipol. Tired and restless when we reached our very luxe/boutique hotel (HAHAHAHAHAH funny ever!). Bec. we stayed there for i think 4 days--and as per Paulo Coelho-I quote that you can only see the real beauty of the city or place once u stay there for quite a time just like a beautiful lady--revealing herself once u get her more(o diva nag research pa oka)----thats when i admire and appreciate the whole state- infact i am thinking to visit india again but to where Hsirikesh-the place of tranquility/serenity and peace is . Namaste!!!!!

Indeed, I am looking forward for another trip-Sri lanka. I actually always visited Sri lanka but only to there airport. I am very excited of getting there plus the fact that moi, gnda and ever vonash will saunter, paint and strut the town red-its super duper bongga. Cant wait staying in there HILTON GRAND COLOMBO!!!And thats where I called LUXURY!!!!!tlaga!!!

Travel travel -- for me you don't feel sorry for what u have been spent but you always treasure the memory, the experience, the feeling of being pampered, being light, being amazed of the trips/people/place that you have meet/see and done. Then, let u or anyone travel now!!!!!!!!!

Of beauty,fashion, Vanity and Excessive Flattery!!!-------kinopya ko lang yan noh!!

I can't help but to comment on what is happening now to Dubai and to the world in general--as if sounds missionary ako ever!! try to save the world from dominion--anong term yan?anway,basta read na lng!!!!!

One time, I 've had a guest, a regular one ---Can't seem to recognized her. So she approached me willfuly and said " don't u ever remember me Peter? so I asked her"ur quite familiar but I can't remember u when was I saw u before? And when she responded a word " I am Ms chuvanes--blah blah..I was really gasping for awe........"IS that u Madam chuva..oh gosh U perfectly changed!! !!! ur kinda high maintenance now? and with a retort of her reply"of chores no!!!....and to cut the fairy tale story short---She drastically cut herself into knife..now..OPPSS what i mean is "NAGPARETOKE SHA" FROM her macho elbow to her not so flat nose and even to her fattening BILBIL!!!!as she said she cost her a fortune but its an investment daw because she looks good and she need it for her job as a Corporates Sexetary!!!!But really cmon, she is not that ugly nor that very pretty but anyway to each its own!!!!!Actually I really like her old bubbly self before than now being compose, poise/demanding and trying to be glamourous as in fake glamour!!!!!well I cannot blame her because she is just a follower of so called OVERRATED BEAUTY!

I was really shocked that she is being so so s0(dili kon totoy k?) superficial now and talking about high luxurious goods which is not related to her image before and even now. For me it is sometimes good to talk about fashion etc.etc...but being trying hard and keep telling things about "i plan 2 buy these and buy(with all the fingerpointing in the magasin or zine) is really unnatural and socially climbing!!!!!I cannot seem to understand that some women even if her earnings is not enough to muster her basic needs. really...have the guts to buy LVH or/Prada or/Guccci real as in through her credit cards! that is very impractical..for me !!!
Actually U can be fashionable but not being over...u can look good that can matches to your financial capabilities! But her becoming a victim or an addict of too much spending is really pitiful. It is a sad fact that some people tend to prioritize the LUHO than looking after of her basic needs. and that i think because OF FASHION ek ek i mean buying compulsively!!!!


VANITY----Ms. chuva for me now is really vain as in every things she puts in her face/body and feet must be hypo allergenic free/elegantly scented and scientifically tested as what she confided to me. To hell with that Ms Chuva!!!!k ka lng?

But in the end I just realized that the whole point for this of why Ms. Chuva tend to become a fanatic of these things materially its bec. she wants to be flattered excessively by others!!!

OF EXCESSIVE FLATTERY- people who needs attention/or limelight really love this...long for it earnestly. Come to think of it-Why invest into liposuction..buying luxurious goods....dissecting facial cares free from blah blah blah blah?.....when all is well ends it very well!!!

Now I know what WORLD PEACE means in every answer of a beauty titlist-WORLD PLEASE look at me!!!!Right Ms chuva?

Men oh Men and its idiosyncracies!!! wattta term!!!charrr

Walang kokontra ha? this is my personal opinion about men in general!I mean gay men pla...not straight but somehow may correlation or relatedness.....bec. male species be it gay or str8men are polygamous in nature..ooopsss reserve ang comment!

When I came here in this developing great city......to work and live, I found out that there are few/some discrete gay dating movement..but very very secret as in,,,nakatago sa baul sila!!! so u need to dig them up.

Old/matured gays----they are the one who lived their life alone/miserable through the ages..the've been to relationships from having a family of their own..to divorce to collecting younger men of different ages/nationalities, they tend to care of you/pamper you just for the sake of having sex with you and eventually u think that there is a serious relationship going on......but no no their just having fun because your the apple of their eye for the mean time.........but dont get me wrong when they had enough of you..sorry they just left u unattended!!!!kaya careful kafatid

Bar gays/Pahada-----U already know what their game is right!!!!??? they ask your mobile number or anything to keep u warm just for the night!!! then if u love it goggogogo GO 4 D GOLD but if u dont let their eyes and saliva simmer down as if they feel like THEY ARE pathetic dog!!!!

Diva--or top muscled gays-----oh when u see them they feeel like goddess because of their sculpted bodies even if they act like a real not reel men kuno!!!!when they snort u that ur obvious they hate u.....like ur a trash..their style of fishing is underground hooking..they exerted the effort of having those muscled every day in the gym..then they need to paid their effort of getting the same...so if ur not macho then chill out give way for the QUEEN!

stalker/pyscho gays-----when u meet them up..they are like very intellectual...the topic is deep everything from world economy to politics! so the bait is really tempting....from meeting to dating to mating..and to ending.....no they dont accept ending or breaking them up..they keep u awake by calling and calling..text u evry day n night! sometimesu can see his shadow following u and really scared u off..so what better way is---to change ur mobile/location/house etc.....period!

Good catch but there is but!!!!or PERO---u can find them in unexpected time/date or places..sometimes at frst u feel like he is not..but when u try meeting him again in some public places....u feel that there is vibe and u feel like him....but relax reserve ur emotions..then again u realize that u have a lot of things in common. But then, eventually u will find that..he has issues that u cannot deal with but only him...so u either decide to let go and let live or do the circus thing back n forth!! ! with this so called GOOD CATCH DAW! is there really such thing as good good catch?or only cold cash lang!!

oh men oh men gagwin ang lahat maangkin ka lamang..but helller wake up to your senses darling ......dont go on his terms but on yours...ika nga if you are just his options then dont make him priority...make him ur options too as in 2.......and thats men as in GAY MEN ALLABOUT! BOW:-)

Contemplating life in dubai!!!!

It is very natural for a human(not brand ha?) like me that when gone are the good days and you just counting your few remaining days.. living in a such vibrant city--- to reminisce/contemplate/make drama about everything u have done!right? and here are the things that I could never 4get my Dubai!

Nightlife-------active and this is where I cannot forget this great city. From filipino nitelife way to hedonistic arabic and decadent brits PARTYING~~u can never go wrong partying in this city!!!!Bitchess/assholess/drags/pathetic/neird/TH...everything..its a melting pot of nationalities/personalities/attitudes!!!

Shopping------where everything u can find it here except flea markets!!!The good thing to shop in this bizarre/attention grabbing city is....if u are looking for international hi-street brand where it is very IN in fashion world..mix n match!!!! then head to this shopping paradise because even in my own country I cannot afford buying it there where tax and net profiteering is traditionally practiced and ..burden for us shoppers!!!


Fine Dining/beach/accessibility--------Very plenty for this city and in which u can select from cheapskate dining to fabulous/skyrockets expensive restos!!!!

Beach is all over in town so u just heed and do ur tanning!!.....prettty cool n relax and lots of men/pamen abound here!!! Accessiblity-----well i am talking of my work from here to my nearby workplace..where i just strutly and do my signature walk!!!!oh laban ka tyra!!!!

Men----very pratical here...they dont go for relationships ..they just go for fun and all that stuff..so if thats ur game then play with them but if u cant handle do it your own!!!! thats just it!

Anyway, thats my way of contemplating about dubai..not really into sobs and all that!!!but to reminisce and cheerish about the good things that Dubai has offer me...even my pockets empty!kalas JOIE DE VIVRE!!!live life to the very fullest and at the end of the very day u are gone and just be remembered right or wrong?..its up to U!!!